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i know been agesssss

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 03:04:51 GMT

Honestly i didnt have anything interesting to report so its better to not waste anybodys reading time.
Updates started school again for the umpbillion time so you can imagine im a bit scared of how im gonna do. The only diffrence with this time and all the others is that i actually want to be there and learn as much as humanly possible and of course wisdom and hindsight are also being good teachers. One more the thing the real world sucks without any formal education im not saying you cant make it without it but if you dont have a vision or a brilliant idea for the future your fucked and stuck in some bullshit dead end job with people less intelligent then you telling what to do. This semester im taking psy 101 and some bullshit orientation class. Let me tell you i think i may have found my calling in life the study of human interaction and behavior is so interesting. I mean with enough knowledge in this you can predict what a person is going to do how there going to feel and what motivates them to do these things. The applications for all this in day to day affairs is needless to priceless. I only wonder if i should use what i gain for the good of humanity which i feel i owe nothing as of yet or for my own self gain but that is just a debate in ethics.
On shit besides school im mad excited cause me and my roomate monty are going to invest in some snowboards and some season passes to the mountain. Now ive only gone snowboarding once and i must tell all that i sucked worst then a teenage girl with braces on with her first blowjob but like that horror story one can say you still come out of it smiling kinda with promises of a better next time. Where gonna hit the slopes next week and youll all see me in the x games soon.
On the love life ive decided to take shit easy and just focus on my schooling i cant afford distractions when my life is hanging on a positive in my opinion when things are looking good in your life women can only bring you spiraling down if you dont have a good self foundation. So till my spiritual being is complete and secure im warding chicks off like a catholic priest and his lust for alterboys.
All in all people i wish you this best ill write as interesting news comes in
Nadia thanks for your birthday wishs you continue to surprise me with your kindness and patience i will make more of an effort in your part cause you deserve it. If you want to talk more often try my e-mail im better with that then any other form of communication if you dont have whiskysour1980@yahoo.com that goes for anyone else who wants to chat?
As usual time to get drunk and forget everything i just spent hours trying memorize studying

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Thu, 14 Oct 2004 22:09:42 GMT

Im sick everything hurts. finnaly i feel my body is matching my soul i dont know whether to feel relieved or disgusted at myself for kinda of enjoying the degradation of body. geez i should slap myself im starting to sound like a fucking goth. things have been fucking confusing out here in the va met a girl i think she likes me at least from all our phone conversations but she acts weird all the time shell say shes going to call back but doesnt she invites me to hang out but yeah nil to that also yet she throws all the sign of a women interested its all so very tireing im stuck on a cliff one hand secure to th mountain the other dangling uselessly with no strength to pull me up. My gut is telling me to walk away but my soul is saying stick around alittle longer. I constantly ask myself why do people play games why not just be up front on there feeling but then i look at my behavior and i realize that were all just frightened to show the world who we really are and that its easy to say but not to do. Ive done this bullshit before to others with good intentions and bad ones. No more to say but more confusion leaking out of my brain ill fill you in soon or in a month the way things seem to go.
damn truth serum

work work work

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 01:34:37 GMT

Lets see everything is going pretty well down here in da dirty south. descent job and.... well thats about it, theres a phenomenon here where there are litrally no single women i mean none they have all been married off at the tender age of 18 and now have children and have been inducted into the real world as robots. Besides that im feeling pretty damn good ive gotten alot of time to think and just be without distraction im guessing the next step is school which ill be attending in falls cudos its about time and lets all cross finger on me completing it this time. Ive met some awsome people here that make it worth getting up the morning going clubing tomorrow with one such special person wont write more dont want to jinx myself but im hoping for the best. having been writing much i feel that i dont have much to report besides normal complaints about life and so forth will try to remedy. on last journal entry anna ill get back to you when i got some time but i due want to pursue the topic more with ya.

god forgive me

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 02:15:02 GMT

i just finished watching passions of the christ and i am ashamed of my blaspehme in my entry before. How could i presume to be mightier then the lord that he would be afraid of such a lowley creature such as i. Watching jesus get beaten down by those fucking jews and romans and his desciples just sitting there and watching made me want to kill in the name of god. hear this if there is an order of catholicism that needs me for a crusade i am ready. All in all god forgive me for all that i have done wrong and know that im your willing servant and am not infallible that i will continue to sin and do wrong but that you will always be in my heart.
to all who read this may the lord be with you if you havent found him may you find him in the next one.

light my fire

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 15:45:26 GMT

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It has begun

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 08:13:49 GMT

Thats right zeus is in mother fucking affect first fucking party and it went like a dream from beer pong to meeting some honeys a live band and making new friends im in the red zone.My little brother tagged along on some p.c.u. shit it was awsome. Im still fucking trashed from the party and too many games of beer pong and all i can say is i love virginia. all the students arent here yet so its all just starting to pop off. tommorrow me and the boys are waking up early and doing some tubing with everyone from the party 2day.
The name of sully has just begun to spread soon all will herald my coming with joyous trumpeting.

goodie goodie gum drops

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 20:52:09 GMT

what the fuck does that mean well guess what ill tell you i finally have a bed mwahahahahahaaaaaaaa no more flooring up for me my parents are coming tommorrow and i made it in the nick of time my room will be set up and itll look like i spent the entire time here building it when i actually all it took was one day hahahahaahaaaaahahaaa im a naughty god im a naughty vampire god thell never know the difference. I promise this all the extra money i gained from getting second hand shit will be contributed to beer sweet sweet beer and whatever other substance i can get for a good time the days of reckoning are upon us and i will be there screaming i am a golden god. I thank all my ancestor spirits for my luck without that i am nothing. enough rambling for today if you havent noticed im kinda drunk and all over the place. only thing i need is a good lay and ill be right as rain soon very soon.
good evening me.

well here we are again

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 05:07:52 GMT

So tonight was a pretty good night finally made a couple of friends and im feeling like myself again. Pretty nice and tipsy just discussed world politics with roy and i dont think i feel safe writing my thoughts on the internet but lets just say someday... Everything seems to be looking up gonna get a job found a good school round here. have a toga party to go to my families coming to visit and most importantly finally getting my bed. So much is going on in my head right now were do i belong, what path to take my life in, what do i deserve out of this existence, who am i. for once in my life i feel like im getting closer and closer to answering all these questions. i guess i shouldnt talk to soon i know life is just waiting to throw that curve ball to send all my theories to hell. Or is that just more new york skepticism making me look a gift horse in the mouth. whatever so with all my new found energy and lust for life i decided to take up the guitar and fencing great combo right im going to be a desperado with a sword. well im done for the night cant wait to toga it up. goodnight me

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 05:28:52 GMT

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madness of the soul

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 22:59:16 GMT

So this is whats going on nothing absolutely nothing and its driving me crazy. So roy has a theory that everytime i resist the urge to go out and party or try to find one im storing up what we call rep energy so that when i finally do go out and i party i will party as hard as however many days i stored up sorta like reaching super sayin level 5 for you niggas who have watched dragon ball. good theory right only problem is ive never been really good with the patience thing all who know me can vouch for the fact that im the kind of person who when he wants somthing he wont stop till he gets it no matter how many dead bodies he leaves in his wake. So i think i just about reached my limit in containing rep energy. I know your saying just workout use that energy for somthing productive well i am im jogging weight lifting swimming pretty soon might start trying to rock climb so i dont think thats the problem i have been getting just as fucked up as i do in the city so it cant be that whut i need is a good old fashion party im talking kegs lots of chicks good music and crazy shenanagens maybe some property destruction also. I cant wait till im established in this god faring town cause the slow ass beginnings of have to get everything in order sux. To those of you going to party drink an extra 40 for me and do something fucking insane so at least i can be there in spirit.
im promising myself this right fucking now ill being reporting some crazy shit soon so help me god of course the way im feeling the next post may be written in county if the have computers in the prison library.
wish me luck
Insanity is the only thing i trust it forces you to look inside yourself without bullshit and gives you the strength to stand what you see

blasphemy full speed ahead

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 16:25:44 GMT

A question raised up in the most unlikely of movies spy kids 2 by a mad scientist trapped in his laboratory for years in fear of the animal crossbreeds he created.He surmised that god and him were not that unalike and wondered if god had locked himself in heaven in fear of his creations... us. Its something very profound that wouldnt expect from a childrens movie so i sat up last night pondering our lord huddled up peering through the gates of heaven wide eyed wondering if we were gone yet and you know whut i did i laughed harder then ive ever laughed before now i know this sounds like blasphemy and it is but absurdity of this vision was more then my catholic brainwashing could bare i actually reveled in my greatness me... us... mightier then god. Then other thoughts flooded my head maybe thats the reason why were plagued with such horrible things in our life all god trying to destroy a creation he cant control. In other word we are gods unwanted bastard children. Just alittle food for thought kiddies

chug it chug it

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 02:00:33 GMT

ok people im making this short and sweet ive got a forty waiting for me and a room to finish painting sky blue in case your wondering to mirror my knew found happiness and all that other crap. Ill probably write more later tonight when i satisfy the demons plaguing me to run to my fridge. love you all my number will be posted to some of you tomorrow. till then see ya round

another day in wonderland

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 02:08:56 GMT

Drunk content i feel like im on e everyday somthing better happen today was getting cable u dont know what joy that brings me every channel at my finger tips mwahahahaaaaaaaaaa. I just hope the happiness never ends the only thing that would complete it all would be someone to share it with i guess its tru what they say you never have enough. It frightens me everytime ive ever achieved happiness god has striped it away from so im kinda of expecting it to happen this time i pray that this is not tru but the past has taught me better i guess ill just try to enjoy it for as long as it graces me. Nothing really news worthy except that the salvation army rocks especially for all you furnishing needs with a hundred dollars you become a god. To all much love and i feel loose stories coming soon.
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My god its been ages

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 05:53:09 GMT

Finally i have internet again finally i am alive and happy for once in my sorry pathetic life sorry for all those i have not been able to keep in contact with nadia and queens crew especially but my life is one of sporadic contact. Well no more from now on i will be able to spread my madness to all. so updates thats why im here bear with me and sit down for this. Ive moved to virginia thats right im no longer in the city im in da dirty south with my 2 best friends by my side and a dream of success ive never been happier i feel like leaving the city is exactly what i needed no more stress no more past just the future. Let me tell you moving is so fucking hard i cant believe all the shit i took for granted
like silver ware and cups and a gawd damn bed. Anywayz ive had a hard day of fighting off virginians at k-mart very tired ill write more tommorow about everything shits still just sinking in. Im so fucking happy i could waste an entire zip code for free.goodnite all

and the hits just keep coming

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 19:23:57 GMT

guess what i tried to make a phonecall on my celli and a robot voice just told me its off. so god i get the point u win stop beating me. uncle uncle and all those other please that a diety might like to hear when hes beaten his sevant down to submission

Id like to talk to a priest and ask im if he could talk to god

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 16:49:23 GMT

So when the priest says yes i can my son what would you ask of our father i would then say if he could kindly ask god to remove his dick out of my ass. That sums up the week ive been having My ex girlfriend lindsay came in though i was told by my bestfriend that i shouldnt give the the bitch the time of day. I like an idoit agree to go out and see her i guess i wanted a sense of closure or an apology or maybe even the common courtesy of acknowledgment of what we had instead i get such a wierd day of mixed signals that i really dont feel like elaborating on. I think it would suffice to say that seeing her only did 2 things reopened a wound i should have just let heal and restablished my lack of trust for women and all there trickery. I dont know why i try so hard with this girl.
On top of all this shit i lose my bankcard again so i am financially incapable of anything. Last but not least im so bored of life so tired of everything and everyone. Im going to go jogging now and try
clear my head.

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Wed, 15 Oct 2003 18:13:50 GMT

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I must get free from this place

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 15:24:58 GMT

Im here again at my mothers house and i find myself pondering my existence. Life is by far way to short and everything inside me is screaming that im pissing it away. I feel as if im living moment to moment with no long term goals in mind that my intelligence is being wasted on such very trivial matters that saying i am useless right now is an understatement. Drinking and the blissful moments of hanging out with my friends are the only things that bring a smile to my face. That and my fantasy of conquering the world and living a life not my own and to far out of reach that i have no choice but to indeed call it a dream. Its way to sunny and nice outside i wish the weather would match the turmoil waging inside my soul. Death always inviting but weve met to many times and ive decided his promises are all lies at best. So were does that leave me some were stuck in between the world of the living and the shadows of death. I keep trying to move forward and i keep stopping to smell the fucking roses as i go along. Damn it time to stop whining need to take charge again ive got things to do talk to me later.

good day up ahead

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 16:15:28 GMT

Woke up feeling great. Back on the job hunt and my boy told me that there hiring 50 new people and that with his recommandation im a shoe in so ill be making money again soon and can start saving to get out of this hell hole that is my parents house. good news number 2 smallville and angel are on tonight which mean im going to dreams house grabing some fortys and watching the greatest 2 hours of fucking primetime. Other then that s.s.d.d. talk to yall after angel

The world is not enough

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 18:19:08 GMT

I say this in extreme seriousness it isnt i must have it all, i have the insatiable feeling that im not doing enough, taking in enough enjoying myself enough or exploring. I dont necessarly think this is a bad for those of you who have known for a long time you guys know this is my constant thought the appeasement of my satisfaction and passions. Now this having been said i will go on to my weekend as usual i drank cause well sully drinks but i am getting ahead of myself it started with me and wai-kit going to hang out with nadia at her skool thats right while most would avoid going to skool on a friday i flocked to it. One could also argue that i wouldnt be drawn to it if i was attending the skool but thats not the issue. The issue is that i was surronded by a bunch of hot highschool chicks and i loved every moment of it.
we just sat on the "hill" and bugged out talked about life books and who can forget playing hackisack with a mountain dew bottle. It made me really wish i was back in highskool when life was alittle easier but then again the lack of responsibilty was not worse then the confusion i had at that time and im in no hurry to get back there come to think about it. After riding back to forest hills in a cheese bus im not going to get into it ill keep those memories just for me we got to my favorite part the drinking. after my two fortys and my memory starts getting alittle hazy i do remember chilling at mac some hard core cuddling with Nadia somthing about bushs ;). Anna, Chris and his magical level 5 drinks, wai-kit and a girl wait a second wai-kit and a girl
way to go wai i give you this purpleheart for bravery in the field of duty and we applaud you soldier for your honor in your decision to not kiss her even though i sergeant obi-trife was trying my damnedest to get you to do it but if you ever disobey my orders in the field soldier i will have you courtmarshelled. No but seriously it was the most shocking event of the night for me well maybe not the most. More to report when i get back from drinking tonight

Day of reckoning part 2

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 16:30:26 GMT

China Town, china town, china town, what a great place all you need is the right ingredients to enjoy yourself, one part guide native to the foreign lands, two parts goodmates to enjoy the sights and shopping for trinkets and last an empty stomach to enjoy the supple food and beverages. It is indeed a golden land i tell you were one can find 50 cent roast pork buns 50 CENTS can you believe it. Me and nadia were stunned by all the good eats wai-kit was able to get for about only $5.00 now im not one to normally write about food but this was to good of a find to keep all to myself. After our eating my compatriots helped me go on the biggest shopping spree of my life i felt like a bitch as nadia would put it running from store to store buying at least an article of clothing in everyone. Ive never had so much fun shopping i think it had alot to do with the company and the fact that i had so much money to burn. I wont bore you wit the details of what i aquired but i think it will suffice to say that ala in all it was the best sober day ive ever had.

Day of reckoning part 2

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 16:29:09 GMT

China Town, china town, china town, what a great place all you need is the right ingredients to enjoy yourself, one part guide native to the foreign lands, two parts goodmates to enjoy the sights and shopping for trinkets and last an empty stomach to enjoy the supple food and bevrages. It is indeed a golden land i tell you were one can find 50 cent roast pork buns 50 CENTS can you believe it. Me and nadia were stunned by all the good eats wai-kit was able to get for about only $5.00 now im not one to normally write about food but this was to good of a find to keep all to myself. After our eating my compatriots helped me go on the biggest shopping spree of my life i felt like a bitch as nadia would put it running from store to store buying at least an article of clothing in everyone. Ive never had so much fun shopping i think it had alot to do with the company and the fact that i had so much money to burn. I wont bore you wit the details of what i aquired but i think it will suffice to say that ala in all it was the best sober day ive ever had.

Day oF reckoning Pt 1

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 18:02:40 GMT

wednesday was a night of complete obliteration for myself, my compatriots in this matter were wai-kit, chris, forty of old faithfull, apple martini, guiness, and my good friend captain colada yo ho ho. Were did i meet all these wonderfull friends at tgifridays. I had the best time it wasnt friday but it sure felt like one guess thats why the chose the name huh. After we were thourghly trashed we genuises decide to go play some pool which as they put it i raped them in it sorry guys to the victor goes the spoils right. Finnaly we headed back to chris's house to long awaited drunken deep sleep.
The next day i Got up bright and early to an all to familiar friend the hangover but being that we are such good friends he didnt really bother me and i just ended up playing some halo on my shiny new x-box god working is good. So after doing more raping this time in video games surprise surprise nadia put up a good fight and was holding her own im very impressed girls who can play video games kick ass and should be held in high esteem by our culture. Anywayz we nadia me and wai-kit go downtown to chinatown for some shopping/boosting spree i shoped nadia boosted and wai-kit well he was moral support and the greatest guide ever it was like a three musketeer adventure.
Be back after i eat.

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Fri, 26 Sep 2003 17:28:01 GMT

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finnaly

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 02:03:41 GMT

Tommorow is the day of reckoning i get paid at last mwahahahahahaaaaaaa
Dont have much to report except sex in the park is the greatest.